Are You Lonesome Tonight?

As each day passes, it is lonelier and lonelier with no one to talk to. There is no one to just sit down and talk to. I can't even get excited about watching X-Files. I watched "Fight the Future" the other night - and just clicked to the scenes I liked. I am so happy for you about your new job. You really deserve it. But I just didn't know how miserable it would make me feel. Kelly has been great about calling every couple of days but it is not the same. Crystal and I had a good time Saturday but after a while she seemed listless - and not very interested in what we were doing. There is something terribly wrong with my bed. Every time I wake up my back hurts so much. It takes hours to not hurt just to bend over. Don't tell me to go to the doctor. I don't have time. I know that you want me to bring Crystal to Dallas this weekend - and I will do it - but I am really not that excited about it. Shopping seems boring to me. Maybe I should go to the movies or something. I finally understand why you are always mad at me. I really wasn't doing anything around the house. Now I am having to do everything and I hate it. I don't know why I am writing this to you because it will just make you unhappy. I am grading papers today and doing 10+ loads of laundry. Just another boring day. I hope you are having fun with your mom. Don't call and lecture me about this blog. I guess it is punishment for making you do all that work - laundry, cooking, etc. - and thinking it was because you weren't paying rent. Does this mean I am CO-DEPENDENT?